The Viagra Chronicles

After the really bad weekend I was having, this week actually started quite good. Louis got a new pack of Viagra pills (the online pharmacy was too slow for him – it takes them a few days to deliver) so we were both relaxed. At work I had a chat with Eddie, and I told him I feel like I share Louis with the pill. Like Viagra was his second wife, or maybe even the first! Eddie found it amusing, but didn’t let me feel dumb. He said it is only the beginning, we will find the correct way to use the pill. Not only what Pfizer says, but also how it feels right for us to use Viagra.

I love talking to Eddie, he made the right point: we should learn how to use it the way we feel is good for us, for our marriage life, for our sex life. I know that when Eddie takes the pill when he’s alone in the bathroom it makes me feel lonely. I prefer he takes it with an open door. Am i jealous in the relationship he has with the little blue pill? Or am I trying to control it? Am I scared of Louis get obsessed or addicted to Viagra? I guess I can answer Yes to all those questions, but I’m also aware of that and THAT makes the whole difference.

Louis told me his doctor also mentioned a daily ED pill. It’s not Viagra, Louis wasn’t sure what it was, but I’ll check this out. The doctor said that perhaps it was better in the case of daily sex, so we don’t have to plan when we are having sex. On the other hand, it means Louis will be taken a pill a day. I plan to investigate further about this daily Viagra ED pill, and I’ll update here later.

Love,

Ella